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Friday, May 15, 2009

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It’s official…We’ve been asked by the AG District to lead a replant team at the Solid Rock Church location (1040 N. Sherman Ave.) just north of the OTC campus.  Since I’m full-time at Evangel, this will be a real team effort hopefully resulting in a unique church community one that will provide a venue for training young leaders to plant faith communities in other areas as well.  Several of us have been praying about an opportunity not simply to plant another church, but instead to build a faith community with people here in the Springfield area.  We’ll be forming teams over the next couple months and working to have a relaunch at the end of the summer.  While we’re not interested in doing church as usual—that is, building a huge church machine to maintain—we are interested in building a relational community that provides an opportunity for people to “sabbath” together each week and to be encouraged to follow Jesus’ example as they engage culture and make a kingdom difference during the week out in the real world. “Jesus without all the hype and institutional baggage”…that’s what I’m praying for and will work to establish.  Let us know if you are interested in being a part of this adventure…we’ll keep you informed as we launch a web presence and begin the process of building community teams.  Blessings, SS

 


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Trouble on the US Religious Front

imagine-no-religion An extensive new survey by the Pew Forum on Religion & Public Life details the religious affiliation of the American public and explores the shifts taking place in the U.S. religious landscape. Based on interviews with more than 35,000 Americans age 18 and older, the U.S. Religious Landscape Survey finds that religious affiliation in the U.S. is both very diverse and extremely fluid.

     More than one-quarter of American adults (28%) have left the faith in which they were raised in favor of another religion– or no religion at all. If change in affiliation from one type of Protestantism to another is included, roughly 44% of adults have either switched religious affiliation, moved from being unaffiliated with any religion to being affiliated with a particular faith, or dropped any connection to a specific religious tradition altogether.

     The survey finds that the number of people who say they are unaffiliated with any particular faith today (16.1%) is more than double the number who say they were not affiliated with any particular religion as children. Among Americans ages 18-29, one-in-four say they are not currently affiliated with any particular religion.

See: http://religions.pewforum.org/pdf/report-religious-landscape-study-key-findings.pdf 


Friday, April 10, 2009

When Good Friday Doesn’t Feel Good

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I finished the story so I know how it ends.

Jesus, crucified on Friday is resurrected on Sunday.

It’s basic Sunday School 101—flannel graph tomb and all.

But what we often skip over is the interlude between the cross and the empty tomb.

 

There was a period of time between Friday and Sunday when no one was rejoicing.

It was a dark time, a time of deep sadness, mourning and wailing, doubt and grief.

Scripture recalls that a literal darkness settled over the earth:

 “Around noon the sky turned dark and stayed that way until the middle of the afternoon.”

 

When death comes unexpectedly, this kind of darkness always accompanies it.

There’s no use reminding people that their loved one has passed on to a better place.

It’s not comforting to know that in 20 or 30 years (or maybe 5 or 10) we’ll be able to see them again.

For the moment all color is drained from life and an enveloping grayness settles in.

 

Oh, I know that the Apostle said we do not grieve like those who have no hope—but we do grieve!

I’m well versed in the Eschatology that believes the dead in Christ will rise first—but for now they are still dead.

An old camp meeting song even told “There’s going to be a meeting in the air in the sweet, sweet by and by.”

But I also know that when Jesus found out his close friend Lazarus had died, John simply recorded, “Jesus wept.”

 

Jesus wept…in that moment his divinity was apparently overshadowed by his frail humanity.

Evidently he knew he was going to raise Lazarus from the dead—but in the crises of the moment he still cried.

Maybe this is why he is the great high priest that can and does “sympathize with our weaknesses”—with our humanity.

…Why his great sermon plainly and mater-of-factly states that people who mourn will be comforted.

 

Losing my brother last week, who was just one year older than me, is beyond sad.

It makes me ache—for his wife and children—for their future events he will miss.

I hurt because the eldest son among my siblings is no longer there for security and counsel.

I am broken and helpless to fight back the tears at the simple thought that he’s really gone…and I’ll never see him this side of eternity.

 

So this Good Friday, I’m going to join with the first disciples and not gloss over the fact that it doesn’t feel that “good.”

A good man lost his battle with humanity and all who knew him feel the loss deeply and it’s heart-wrenchingly painful.

With the preacher of old I’m going to admit that this is the season for mourning and not dancing.

Good Friday for me this year is a dark Friday…not one for celebrating the resurrection, but for grieving deeply a very personal loss—the resurrection hope will have to wait its turn.

 

"Rejoice with those who rejoice [sharing other's joy], and weep with those who weep [sharing other's grief]." Romans 12:15

 


Saturday, April 04, 2009

Walt Whitman

There Was a Child Went Forth

There was a child went forth every day;
And the first object he look'd upon, that object he became;
And that object became part of him for the day, or a certain part of
the day, or for many years, or stretching cycles of years.

The early lilacs became part of this child,
And grass, and white and red morning-glories, and white and red clover, and the song of the phoebe-bird,
And the Third-month lambs, and the sow's pink-faint litter, and the mare's foal, and the cow's calf,
And the noisy brood of the barn-yard, or by the mire of the pond-side,
And the fish suspending themselves so curiously below there--and the beautiful curious liquid,
And the water-plants with their graceful flat heads--all became part of him.

The field-sprouts of Fourth-month and Fifth-month became part of him;
Winter-grain sprouts, and those of the light-yellow corn, and the esculent roots of the garden,
And the apple-trees cover'd with blossoms, and the fruit afterward,
and wood-berries, and the commonest weeds by the road;
And the old drunkard staggering home from the out-house of the tavern, whence he had lately risen,
And the school-mistress that pass'd on her way to the school,
And the friendly boys that pass'd--and the quarrelsome boys,
And the tidy and fresh-cheek'd girls--and the barefoot negro boy and girl,
And all the changes of city and country, wherever he went.

His own parents,
He that had father'd him, and she that had conceiv'd him in her womb, and birth'd him,
They gave this child more of themselves than that;
They gave him afterward every day--they became part of him.

The mother at home, quietly placing the dishes on the supper-table;
The mother with mild words--clean her cap and gown, a wholesome odor
falling off her person and clothes as she walks by;
The father, strong, self-sufficient, manly, mean, anger'd, unjust;
The blow, the quick loud word, the tight bargain, the crafty lure,
The family usages, the language, the company, the furniture--the yearning and swelling heart,
Affection that will not be gainsay'd--the sense of what is real--the thought if, after all, it should prove unreal,
The doubts of day-time and the doubts of night-time--the curious whether and how,
Whether that which appears so is so, or is it all flashes and specks?

Men and women crowding fast in the streets--if they are not flashes and specks, what are they?
The streets themselves, and the façades of houses, and goods in the windows,
Vehicles, teams, the heavy-plank'd wharves--the huge crossing at the ferries,
The village on the highland, seen from afar at sunset--the river between,
Shadows, aureola and mist, the light falling on roofs and gables of white or brown, three miles off,
The schooner near by, sleepily dropping down the tide--the little boat slack-tow'd astern,
The hurrying tumbling waves, quick-broken crests, slapping,
The strata of color'd clouds, the long bar of maroon-tint, away
solitary by itself--the spread of purity it lies motionless in,
The horizon's edge, the flying sea-crow, the fragrance of salt marsh and shore mud;
These became part of that child who went forth every day, and who now goes, and will always go forth every day.


Thoreau's Flute by Lousia May Alcott

(Written after Thoreau's death--A tribute to my brother, Mark)

"My life has been the poem I would have writ,
But I could not both live and utter it." - Thoreau

We sighing said, "Our Pan is dead;
His pipe hangs mute beside the river
Around it wistful sunbeams quiver,
But Music's airy voice is fled.
Spring mourns as for untimely frost;
The bluebird chants a requiem;
The willow-blossom waits for him;
The Genius of the wood is lost."

Then from the flute, untouched by hands,
There came a low, harmonious breath:
"For such as he there is no death;
His life the eternal life commands;
Above man's aims his nature rose.
The wisdom of a just content
Made one small spot a continent
And tuned to poetry life's prose.

"Haunting the hills, the stream, the wild,
Swallow and aster, lake and pine,
To him grew human or divine,
Fit mates for this large-hearted child.
Such homage Nature ne'er forgets,
And yearly on the coverlid
'Neath which her darling lieth hid
Will write his name in violets.

"To him no vain regrets belong
Whose soul, that finer instrument,
Gave to the world no poor lament,
But wood-notes ever sweet and strong.
O lonely friend! he still will be
A potent presence, though unseen,
Steadfast, sagacious, and serene;
Seek not for him -- he is with thee."



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